*anonymity.
Whispers
naked.
tell me, what do you see?
i see lies, deception, and manipulation.
The Writer
the ironic water-bearer.
the gem. the life.
the one and only... miss A.
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anonymity for life.
- the wishlist -
the lottery
the historical trip
a big king size bed
a great guy and ...
an accidental new love.
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Saturday, April 16, 2011 @ 6:49 AM
I sort of miss you. You, the person I've known all my life... ever since kindergarten. I remember how I got closed to you. Behaving like a total busybody, I tried to hook you up with girls but in the end, you saw me. I saw you too. But coward me let it go. There are times, lonely times, when I would dig out the past and think about all the what ifs. Oh well..this is what a single, boyfriendless, bored, girl like me would do. *looks around* I don't see any potential guys around, do you? So I tend to let my memories wander around... you stopped talking to me, drifted away from my life after the rejection... and you wouldn't even accept my friend request in facebook. :( Sometimes, I wish we are still friends. There are so much stuffs that we could talk about still.. like old times.. Honestly, you filled in all the criteria I'd wanted in a boy. But well, it's all in the past. LALALALA... enuf reminiscing. As for now... Loolies think me and Bohtea has something going on. -.-'' My darling, rest assured there's absolutely nothing funny going on here... well, I asked him out to kill the time and to kill the awkwardness if ever that arrogant housemate of yours tagged along in any of our dinner outing.. Bohtea and his friend are individuals that could light up my boring day with their lame jokes and I love having them around... :) Plus, I'm not that close with any other people in the class. Basically I enjoyed his company as a funny friend.. and nothing more than that. He doesn't fill any of the criteria I want in a bf except that he's tall and nice. HAHAHAHAHAA.... And I guess I've had enough of chinese educated boys as bf. I'm very much traumatised by their mindset actually. I think it's the Chinese songs punya pasal. Too emo, too mushy. Made them think that all relationships should be like that..? I may be wrong. LOL. Maybe next time, I should get an Indian boyfriend. It's easier to get compared to a Korean, don't you think so??? Labels: boys |