*anonymity.
Whispers
naked.
tell me, what do you see?
i see lies, deception, and manipulation.
The Writer
the ironic water-bearer.
the gem. the life.
the one and only... miss A.
Watchers
Almiekat Ally Alias
Fatehah Nooraini
Fiza Bani
The Sister
Pok Xiang Yan
anonymity for life.
- the wishlist -
the lottery
the historical trip
a big king size bed
a great guy and ...
an accidental new love.
>br>
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Friday, March 4, 2011 @ 11:29 PM
You know what? Thee is just too much negative going on here. F broke up with A. And she had been emo ever since. L and K is having a weird cold war now. And no one really knows what is the trigger factor. And most unfortunately, I'm stuck in between L and K, as I'm their housemate. To have my housemates not talking to each other is like having the Tundra here. One side, which is L, will keep on expressing her emotions verbally and I find it a bit... too much for me to handle. I mean, once in a while okaylah... but not everyday like right now. Everything she do revolves around him. Sometimes, I find it hard to tell her to wake up 'cause she don't want to wake up. She's in love with this guy who will never love her in return but she just won't give up. The reason is she wants her best friend forever back, and not a lover. But honey, once you dropped the "I LOVE YOU" bomb on a gay boy, the chances are, your best friend forever will never return. I mean, if I'm that gay boy, I wouldn't wanna be her BFF anymore, would I? I'll just.. you know, pick another BFF. But she just doesn't get it no matter how hard people tried to explain to her. She had this strong believes that he will come back, like old time. But honestly, if you ask me will that ever happen...? I'll tell you this answer : NOT IN THIS LIFETIME OR THE NEXT (IF HE REMEMBERS YOU). So as a conclusion, don't expect anything from him anymore because he is GONE. FOR-EVERRRRRRR. BUT as I said earlier, she just doesn't GET IT. =.=''' and that makes my life pretty miserable. FML. That boy , on the other hand... has his own piece of fault too. I don't know what triggered him to ignore her recently... but it's killing me softly too. Especially that attitude and that weird shriek he let out oh-so-damn-often. Like even a flying insect can make him jump and shriek. When I'm not in a good moood, you better DONT SHRIEK or else I'll snap. Come to think of it, I snapped the other day when I was super duper tired and just wanna open da damn lock... and he was shrieking from behind (due to some flying insects). And I went "WHAT THE HELL?" like really pissed-ly. He showed me an innocent look and said there were insects. And I just rolled my eyeballs and enter the house, ran upstairs and slam da damn door shut. Pffft. GAY. HONESTLY, i'm not in a very beautiful mood today. i guess it's the damn cwu that i need to type. pfft. and the oh-so-many stuffs that i need to read. FML.! Labels: footprints, housemates. |