*anonymity.
Whispers
naked.
tell me, what do you see?
i see lies, deception, and manipulation.
The Writer
the ironic water-bearer.
the gem. the life.
the one and only... miss A.
Watchers
Almiekat Ally Alias
Fatehah Nooraini
Fiza Bani
The Sister
Pok Xiang Yan
anonymity for life.
- the wishlist -
the lottery
the historical trip
a big king size bed
a great guy and ...
an accidental new love.
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Friday, February 4, 2011 @ 1:01 AM
Happy Chinese New Year...! Happy Bunny Year..!!Hop Hop hurray!! This year.. we're celebrating CNY in Kuala Lumpur... And it's not that bad lah.. minus the fact that I didn't get to eat my Capitol's Satay Celup. Well, I guess there's always another time for that. The amount of angpow this year is so little... like I've only got 3 angpows! One from my parents and two from two aunts. That's it. That's ALL! T.T And I've tried gambling today. Lost RM 55. Okay the modal doesn't come from my own pocket; my dad sponsored me RM 50 but I lost RM 55. Yep, no luck... pfft. So I ran away from the gambling table with RM5 poorer. LOL. To me, it's okay to gamble once in a while, as long as your know where your limit is. For example, if you set your mind that your modal is RM 50... then so be it. If you lost RM 50, leave the table. If not, then I reckon it's good news. But to me, I never place higher bet than RM 5 per round. And if I'm done, I'm done. That's it. Time to move on and eat some potato chips. :) By the way,my ex didn't wish my Happy CNY this year. I'm NOT anticipating him to wish me "Hey, Happy CNY!" BUT........ each time when there is a day to call for celebration, I will be the one who wish him first. So I wonder if I don't do it first this year, will he remember to wish me first? Okay, I'm playing stupid mind games with myself. I'm mentally torturing myself. But heck, I'm not that tortured, not even that bothered about the fact that he did not wish me at all. Okay, I do think about it for a moment, but then I got over it. Fine, he doesn't wanna wish me. It's fine. I'm cool. Just realized how silly I have been. Everything has been me doing it first. If I don't initiate something, nothing will come out of it from him. Like how he took notice of me after I initiated a move first. How I initiated the talk with him. Everything lah basically. I'm such a silly girl. Right now, in this brand new year...I shall continue this rabbit year without him in the picture anymore. I guess that's what he's doing too ... hence, nothing from him. No news. No hi or bye. It's time to focus on what's more important now. Like where should I be in 10 years time. I wanna be a career-woman who generates an above average income and live an above-average lifestyle where I can afford the luxury for my parent's old age as well as mine. And above all, I wanna be able to give back to the society. Yes, so in short... I wanna be a specialist. (still haven't figure out which specialty though but I'll work on that). Hop hop hurray! Labels: cny., footprints |