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Saturday, February 12, 2011 @ 8:58 AM
I've just realized... I'm surrounded by a bunch of discriminative people. People who discriminate others based on their kekurangan, based on others' judgments and most importantly, based on peers.Today, two nice people invited me out for a birthday dinner. Of course I would love to join them... they had always been nice to me, so I don't see the point of not going. Plus, it's for me that they're doing this. And so, I asked my housemates along. Simple kan? Just my housemates, me, and the two girls. BUT... my housemate invited friends from another house, one of them whom shared the same birth date as me. I didn't mind, 'cause it's double celebration then. But, to my surprise, THEY ACTUALLY MIND. I'm referring to people from the other house. The birthday boy, apparently didn't want to have a meal with the two girls... and so, it created a small misunderstanding. My housemate who beria-ia nak makan dinner with the other house punya orang ended up looking all nervous and flustered when they didn't wanna join. I mean, it's no big deal to me. It's fine with me 'cause I never really included them at the first place anyways. It was meant to be a small, private, nice meal with few people. Anyways, the moment I saw that reaction from my housemate, I knew instantly that she didn't really wanna have dinner with the two girls either. My other housemate choose to join the other house. So, obviously this housemate of mine would be dying to join there too. I seriously don't mind. They can all just go and have dinner there. Anyways, I was pissed. So pissed. I couldn't hide it. When my housemate entered my room and complained that the others are not joining, I didn't really layan her. I was a bit tired of all this bullshit. It's just a simple dinner. Why make things so complicated? If the others wanna be so narrow-minded and biased, let them go. The meal is supposed to be the 3 of us, to begin with. Out of courtesy, I asked my housemates along. And then it led to this shit. Bull-shit. And the reason I was pissed was the reaction on my housemate's face. That disappointment that the others are not joining us. Seriously, it irked me to the max. I told her directly, if she wants to join them, by all means go. (Benci bila tgk org tunjuk muka gitu.Padahal no big deal pun. Nak makan satu meal pun susah.) During the dinner, it was kinda obvious that my housemate didn't really enjoy the meal. She was reading newspapers when we were talking. Kinda absurd a bit. Haihz. Honestly, I don't like or appreciate the fact that people screw up my birthday. It was supposed to be a happy joyous day, but it was like a mess, like shit. Pffft. AND in this birthday, a good friend didn't wish me at all. =( MY DAD DIDN'T WISH ME TOO! =( Only my mom and my sis did. I wonder did my dad forget??????? p/s: this is the best contoh for "kerana nila setitik rosak susu sebelanga". my housemates is generally nice people too. i adore them. but today, i dislike them because of these rubbish they put me through on my birthday. see how a small mistake can make me change my opinion on them? seriously... humans like me and you are the same... bila orang buat baik , kita suka. bila orang buat jahat kat kita, kita terlupa pasal kebaikan yg pernah diaorg buat kat kita... dan kita simpan apa? kita simpan dendam. patot ke gitu? i know, tak patot... tapi i can't help it. kenapa eh? sebab i'm a bitch. Labels: birthday., bitch., footprints |