- the wishlist -
the lottery
the historical trip
a big king size bed
a great guy and ...
an accidental new love.
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I guess...
Monday, January 17, 2011 @ 1:33 AM
I guess... he moved on. I guess... I moved on. I guess... we both, moved on.
When I'm sad and alone, I'll think of him. I'll think about how he used to cheer me up and made me felt so loved. It would be a happy and simple relationship if not perfect... but it wasn't. It wasn't happy, and it definitely wasn't that simple. We fought more than we loved. I'm not too sure why I'm having this ex-blues now when I shouldn't be. I guess... it will come once in a while, especially when I'm lonely.
I sms-ed him a sad face and he asked me why. But then, I replied "Nth la :)" Yes, with that smiley face. He must be thinking that I'm weird... And when I dropped a "Hi" in his MSN, he didn't reply. Hmmm. I guess... he's tired of my bullshit?
I guess... I should just stop any form of communication, shouldn't I? I made this choice in the first place, after all. No, I'm not regretting. I'm glad I could breath again from that suffocating relationship. But yes, I am sad today. And yesterday.